Tonight was a;alksjdalskeuaiohasdlkasjda;lj.
The majority of my free time on the weekend I spend with a big group of guys and 2 other girls. But both of the girls (Kelly & Laura) are dating someone. So even if I'm with everyone and the two other girls, it's easy to feel left out.
Like tonight at dinner I had to pay for my own dinner while the 2 other girls got paid for...I mean that's not fun, is it?
I just don't know if I can keep being a 3rd or 5th wheel as often as I am right now.
But I know I just have to be positive and happy with my current situation.
Sometimes though, I feel like Dori.
"just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. what do we do we swim, swim."
I just gotta keep going.
Everyday is different.
You never know what's around the corner, just keep going.
but for now, I'm gonna be angsty until I go to bed.
so tonight was "a;alksjdalskeuaiohasdlkasjda;lj."
what do we do? we swim, swim.