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November 04, 2010

film.



CINEMA DREAM

I run through the halls
that lay secretly in my head.
Of cobblestone patterns
and hexagons shapes.

A movie drones on in my eyelids
of endearment and other foolish things. 
The reel forms a cinematic snake
upon the floor.

I hear a repetitious rhythm as my feet
hit
the
ground.

 In the
trapdoors of my thoughts
It's all black & white.

I continue towards
the boxes of things yet to be spoken
waiting behind my lips

to find a film strip 
which I grab and press against
 the window of my mind
to catch the moonlight.

A boy and girl
appear transparently in love.
Displaying what I can only
wish for.

Inwardly I smile.

My hopes appear
rectangularly shaped on
thin cellophane like strips.

"If only..."

Fluttering my eyes 
I'm sent spinning back to reality.

Another
 day 
wasted
 on 

dreaming. 




I never thought
I'd be a few months away 
from starting my second
semester as a sophomore
 in college and still 
have never had 
a boyfriend.


2 comments:

Lindyem said...

I love your poem! your awesome. miss you twinla!

Ryan said...

Don't worry your not the only one thats a sophomore in college thats never had a serious relationship. I just keep telling myself that God has and knows a plan. In the Bible look up Proverbs 20:18 its one of my favorite verses and helps me alot when I need reassurance.