what I want want want.

I want to smile

until my cheeks hurt.

I want to laugh until water 

pours out of my eyes.

I want walk in the wind

and squint my eyes in the sunshine. 

I want to drink coffee

that smells like the holidays.

I want to light a pine scented candle

and pretend like I live in a Christmas tree.

I want to lounge around in my comfiest pajamas

and sit un-lady like on the couch.

I want to scream in my head when

I'm angry even though I'd never do it in real life.

I want to waste time reading books

and just sit there and stare into space.

I want to eat food that fills me up

even though it's bad for me.

I want to fantasize about New York City

and having Starbucks in my hand.

I want to drink apple cider

and then tea, and then coffee again.

I want to put on socks 

while I sleep.

I want to watch Gilmore girls every day at 5

even though I've seen every episode.

I want to procrastinate

because I'm good at it.

I want to pretend like I'll exercise...

eventually.

I want to cook, eat out

and then cook again.

I want to go home and feel my dog

sleeping like a warm pillow on my feet.

I want to love my friends

and know they'll be there.

Happiness, it's all I want!